Stephen has played around with the organ synthesizers on his keyboard to create this new song about a psychotic episode he experienced and the positive relationships that helped him to heal from it.

LYRICS

I don't know why I's blind before
And I don't know what I never saw
And I don't know just what I should say
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause I don't know why you came over here
And I don't know why you're taming your hair
And I don't know why you care in your way
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause I don't know why I feel so strange
And I don't know if things are now strained
And I don't know what the hell I should say
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause move along
That's really the only way
Move along and try not
To get stuck in that long forgotten day

Move along
That's really the only way
Move along and try not
To think of all the things you longed to say

Move along
All I really wanna say
Is I really hope that everything with you's okay

Cause I don't know why I always resist
And I don't know why I just can't exist
And I don't know why you came here today
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause I don't know why you speak to me
And I don't know who the hell I should be
And I don't know how to find the right way
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause I don't know why you answered my text
And I don't know what you want to do next
And I don't know what the hell I should say
I guess it doesn't really matter anyway

Cause move along
That's really the only way
Move along and try not
To get stuck in that long forgotten day

Move along
That's really the only way
Move along and try not
To think of all the things you longed to say

Move along
All I really wanna say
Is I really hope that everything with you's okay

Cause I don't know why you came over here
And I don't know why you're drawing me near
And I don't know why you're gazing at me
I guess there could be something that you see in me

Cause I don't know why you follow my lead
And I don't know how you want to proceed
And I don't know why you're gazing at me
I guess there could be something that you see in me

Cause I don't know just what's in your head
And I don't know what it was you just said
And I don't know why you're gazing at me
I guess there could be something that you see in me

(instrumental)

Cause I don't know why I'm quaking with fear
And I don't know why I'm still even here
And I don't know why you care about me
I guess there could be something that you see in me

Cause I don't know why I'm now on the floor
And I don't know if we've been here before
And I don't know why you ask after me
I guess there could be something that you see in me

Cause I don't know why you're gazing at me
And I don't know who the hell I should be
And I don't know if you really see me
But I guess I'm gonna be the man I'm gonna be

credits

released January 20, 2021
Keyboard & Voice by Stephen Riddell
Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Stephen Riddell

license

all rights reserved